It's been a while you guys.. | caroline9205's Blog

Dear EP Diary,

It has been way too long since I'v posted! So much has happened! So much has been left out! agh! Where to start, where to start!?

First off..that Jake guy, ya totally over it. He's a complete and total Douche Bag. He said some pretty damn harsh and disrespectful things to me and I'v decided that I won't let a man control my emotions or my life and that it was time to build a bridge, and get the hell over it. So I did. I got over it.

I hadn't mentioned before, that I had been living with my grandmother for about 8 months. I moved out of my parents house to live with her when my mother and I got in a pretty big fight. I just recently moved back in with my parents. Were on GREAT terms and our relationship has never been better!

I got a new job! Not just a new job, but a real job! A respectable job! A job that im proud to say I work at! No more working with fast food or some dirty beat down restaraunt or cleaning houses.. I have an awesome job!I'm a life skills trainer/therapist for brain damaged participants at Neuro Restorative. I can't explain the love I have for my job and the people I work with everyday. I'v been getting to know my participants, hearing their stories about their previous lives, hearing their stories about their accidents and how they became brain damaged. Their so loving and kind! I'm beyong proud of my occupation and I'm so blessed that a Job like this has come my way! It's definitely a feel good job, and it's emotionally rewarding in every way!

I'v finally decided what I want to go to school for. I'm going to school for nursing! I want to be an RN. I start school next semester and I'm beyond thrilled!

So many great things have happened for me lately. I'm so totally thankful for it all. I'v done alot of thinking lately and before, I had been so determined to find Mr. Right. I was so obsessed with the idea of being in love with someone, but I'm only 18. I don't want to be in love with anyone yet. I want to focus on my job, school, and all my hopes, dreams, and goals! I want to live my life, no settle down with some young immature boy. I want to travel and I want to move away to a big city. I want to experience all that I can! My focus is no longer on boys. My focus is on ME and my life and living it to the fullest.

I can't wait to write again tomorrow and fill you in on my day. Talk to you soon.

xoxo Caroline

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